The image says it all.
I don't think there's anything I can say or do to help ease anyone's pain. Because I am not you. Are you the type of person that will be easily influenced by words? If so, than maybe that's why you're suffering. Words means absolutely nothing without actions.
As a aspie I take words as it's face value. You can say I'm naive, but I can't imagine anyone saying anything that they don't mean, since I never say anything that don't mean. Also being an aspie I can't understand the grey area of conversation, even with body language.
As a psychic, I can always turn on my lie detector, but when I do, I realised that they are either lying, exaggerating, saying half truths, or have no interest in doing a proper job of what they say they will do. It just drives the nail deeper into my distaste for humans.
Because if anything goes wrong, they will say, "yes, but I didn't mean it that way." Or "that'd because you did not take the appropriate action," or "everything takes time" and the worst of the worst "you have to trust." even though it's all over due.
And being an aspie, you will think, "yes, I dug myself into this mess, now I have to get out of it myself."
It's hard to tell between fact and fiction as it is. My advice for aspies, do not trust free advice. Take paid advice with a grain of salt. Ask for three opinions, solid, tangible evidence before committing yourself to anything. If they are wishy-washy with descriptions and promises unrealistic gains without a pile of evidence of previous successful job done, dump them. Because as an aspie, we just can't decipher the coded messages without cracking our brains. We live on facts, not fiction.
And people tend to like to tell us otherwise. We have no foresight, we have no imagination, we have no trust.
Ofcourse we don't. Show us the evidence, then we'll talk. Don't let anyone pressuring you. If they do, just tell them if they don't stop, you'll have a meltdown in their faces. Because if anything goes wrong, you can be sure they wouldn't stick around to help you solve the problem.